This time I am going to start with the blog, and then the updates because I feel like there is a lot for me to say and address.  That being said this will be a real update.

Why is it when there is a strong independent women who speaks her mind, tells it how it is, and doesn’t sugar coat things than why is she called a bitch, why is she called rude, and why is she called a lot of other things that isn’t true?  Why as a strong women do we let other people do this to us.  I know this has happened to myself as well as a lot of my friends.  I am never rude, and certainly never a bitch, yet people still call me that.

Why is this a socially acceptable thing to do?  Why is this such a bad thing to be, being a strong women?  Why are people afraid of this?  This is especially for strong, independent, opinionated, and smart women, yet this is all completely okay to be if you are a man.  This is not just men who call strong women this, it’s boys, girls, and weak women.  It’s like they do not know the different between a bitch and a strong women.  I can be a complete bitch, but I have not been one online and anyone who said I have clearly doesn’t know what a bitch is.

Seriously other women what the fuck is wrong with a lot of you?  I mean this to a very small percent.  What happened to feminism?  I am not into the feminism movement at all, but seriously why is okay for us to let other people keep us down?  Is this fear?  Are you afraid of a women being strong than you, and ladies do you not want to think for yourself, be strong, be smart, and independent?  I know when I was in the Navy it was so hard for me to be the strong women, but thankfully I did have a few other women there to help me out.  Without them I may not be as strong as I am today, so I am thankful to them.  They were strong, and assertive women, other people did call them bitch because they got shit done and they didn’t care because they knew they weren’t.  Those are the type of women I look up too, that is including my mom.

My mom is one of the strongest women that I know, and I love her so much.  She has been through so much, and she still fights.  She has always been strong for everyone else.  I look up to her, and she gets called a bitch, and crap like that a lot.  Which she’s not.

So, what’s everyone else’s thought about this?

In other news, in about 2 weeks my home will be finished.  That means no more pop up camper, and being in a actual bed!  The carpet will be in next week, and so will the furniture.  The only things we won’t have is the center heater and ac, washer, dryer, and oven.  All of that was messed up in the flood, it’s crazy because it’s been 8 months since I’ve been living in my home, and it’s almost crazy to think that I will be back in it.  It’s also crazy that a lot of the Florida victims of Tropical Storm Debby are still out, and the red cross said that they help but they only help places with celebrities which isn’t Florida.  In case people don’t know the President of the United States declared this a national disaster.  It’s sucks because you see so many people who help out rich people, people who have a 2nd home, but not the people in Florida who are poor and lost everything.  No thanks red cross, I’ll donate to people who actually need it.

Right now I am visiting my mom, and little sisters.  There’s not much to say about that but I see how much my mom works and does for my little sisters, I just wish they saw how much she gave up for them.  I wish that they appreciated her more.

A lot of this I posted on Socialien and my Facebook but I haven’t said it here, so here it is.

Who knows who Barrett Foa is?  Well, he is the guy who plays the adorable nerd Eric on NCIS Los Angeles.  Well, I made a little blend graphic of his character and of Renee Smith who plays he’s almost love interest Nell, and I posted it on Tumblr.  Well, guess who is using it as his twitter banner?  Barrett is!  He also tweeted me!  >> Twitter Link <<

I also made a made a facebook cover for a local model named Liz.  She is also the lady who pierced my nose.  She is very sweet and talented.  So her facebook page is this >> Facebook Page <<

I also made a lot of Livejournal userheads that they are actually going to be using in the store on the site, which is pretty awesome.  It’s so funny because one of the people on there started insulting me in Russian thinking that I wouldn’t be-able to figure out what he was saying, either way he was making up shit and flat out lying.  Whatever he was just being a sore loser.

Another subject, it’s a little frustrating when I try so hard to be unique and have what I make stand out, including how I organize my site, set it up and then have that flat out copied.  That’s not getting inspirited that’s just trying to be me.  I know a few of my friends have already had this happen to them, and I know it’s happened a lot to be in the past.  However, this has been the only time that has happened to me recently.  It’s kind of funny if I told you the whole story, but I don’t want to get in to it.  Whatever, continued I am going to do me, but this person is only going to be a bad copy.

I have a commission on a phone case, and my little sister wants me to make a case for her new phone, so now I am waiting for supplies. However, if anyone else wants to look at my store and the stuff please go here >> The Jewelry Box <<

So with the site updates.

If you don’t know all my challenges will no longer be hosted here they will be at Meaghan’s and my forum >> Killer Intent << So make sure you check it out!!  I add a few albums in my gallery, I added some in graphics, icons, and I added a new album for Awards.  I added some plugins like comment luv, and a few others.  I also been working on a new layout, but I suppose I will get to it when I feel like I can really deliver.  I have some new affiliates, and I deleted some old ones.

I like to say whoever is trying to hack my site, STOP your not getting in bitch stop trying, and I know your are using a proxy.  For everyone else here’s it a list that the ip’s they use so there it is.

109.120.137.55
151.54.54.194
173.236.21.106
178.121.25.193
178.151.143.69
178.239.163.110
184.82.92.86
188.143.232.45
190.193.76.198
190.220.229.118
198.143.163.194
199.58.86.211
203.206.167.242
209.126.222.254
46.16.76.120
46.165.197.141
5.9.7.208
70.36.100.148
71.176.66.73
78.6.228.32
80.25.95.249
80.28.254.179
80.35.80.139
83.86.163.216
87.23.162.70
91.223.75.224
95.227.198.80
95.96.224.110

Graphics

Blends – 57
Colorizations – 16
Retouches – 13
Pixel Dolls – 1
Manipulations – 2
Buttons – 1
Animations – 1
Other Graphics – 8

Icons – 101

Tv – 24
PLL – 3
NCIS LA – 25
Movies – 4
HP – 1
Celebrities – 13
Demi – 11
Taylor – 1
Stocks – 7
Models – 9

Everything Else

Art / Drawing – 1
Resources / Cutouts – 26
Resources / Tutorials – 4
Site / Awards – 45

That’s all folks!